I have been thinking about my Heavenly Father all day…

I have been thinking about my Heavenly Father all day today. I so long for the time when I can reach out and touch the hand of Jesus, my Lord, my Savior, my King. Holy Spirit, how can I thank you enough for your comfort. How I wish I could be the perfection that you so deserve. I stumble, I fall but you are always there to pick me up and help me to begin my journey again. The pain in my heart is almost more than I can bear. I stand each day and watch my beloved husband, growing weaker. He has liver cancer. The vibrant man I once ran with, laughed with, and dreamed dreams with, no longer exists. My heart is in a thousand pieces and it hurts, it actually hurts. I know my God will sustain me but right now, I just don’t think I can handle this pain. PLEASE PRAY FOR MY HUSBAND AND IF IT IS GOD’S WILL TO TAKE HIM FROM ME, PLEASE PRAY I CAN ACCEPT HIS WILL.