It’s so wild to sometimes stop and think “I’ll be…

It’s so wild to sometimes stop and think “I’ll be in forever life one day, looking over at my mom dancing while she cooks, my aunties and uncles laughing at game tables…my children’s children passing around plates and talking about random things. Having no worry, no pain and no consideration of ever not seeing any of them again because we’ve made it to forever. It comes upon me sometimes. And other days I’m laying down in some tall grass at any time of night, next to a pond thinking of nothing but goodness. I’m so excited I come back to the now and I begin working my butt off for my God in any way I can, not because world proves faith or gains salvation, but because I’m so inspired and encouraged I explode with zealousness to be present and help Him help as many people as we can be in this absolutely real future too. This is not it for me. It doesn’t have to be it and all for you. It’s almost madness to think at any point that life would only be so short for as much as it means for us, in fact that it would end at all. This is true to Gods original purpose, that we should live always. I so hope and pray to greet you there.