my apologies to the swamp man

hey. you ever had to make a decision that was not popular? ever made a decision that caused an individual serious problems? i didn't mean to cause problems for anyone. i don't think it was pride. i just did not want to create problems for anyone... it is frustrating. much more than that, i feel like my heart has been torn out of my chest cavity. why is it so difficult to make decisions? why can't everyone be happy?

the bottom line is i'll never please anyone. i just have to go with my gut feeling and trust God with it. at the end of the day it is really the only thing i can do. trust in God, go with the decision i made... i hope all is well. in the end i did not want to offend anyone or exclude anyone. i had no pretensions. i hope the swamp man understands...