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#1 at being #2

I think about all the things that I have done, places I have been, and people I have influenced…

(pause)

OK, I feel blessed.

BUT, this is not the time to sit still and get complacent in a state of nostalgia.

I know that God has placed ministry in me and if I want to continue to be used of God, I must release what God has placed in me. I refuse to sit still, I refuse to be a consumer, I refuse to give place to the devil. I will not be stagnate and allow my gifts/ministry (which belongs to God anyway) become as the Dead Sea.

Allowing receiving but never giving!

I see this all too often in the ā€˜church’ world.Ā  Under the disguise of ā€˜ministry’.

But when I study the word ministry in the Latin [ministerium] it means service. So, to be a true minister you must have the heart of a servant.

When I look at my service it must not only to God, but also to those I am reaching out to. I MUST take on a servant’s heart and do more than just wear the latest fashionable jewelry, shirt, or hat.

I can only pass judgment on myself and keep myself in check. I once was told, ā€œCheck it and pull it downā€ by a certain laity. I always assumed that was about attitude, that’s how they meant it, anyway; but after years of ministry I have found that past my attitude is my character.

Character runs much deeper than attitude!

1 Samuel 16:1-14 We find that Samuel saw Eliab and thought that was his mistake (his thoughts were not God’s thoughts) but then God spoke

v7,ā€œTheĀ LordĀ does not look at the things people look at. People look at the outward appearance,Ā but theĀ LordĀ looks at the heart.ā€

God make me not only a servant, make me Your Servant, let my words be Your words, my thoughts be Your thoughts and order my steps in Your Word! That I may hear the you speak..

ā€œWell done, my good and faithful servant.ā€

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